You know that I have two gurus, astro guru, Kapiel Raaj, and Tamil guru, Ilangai Jeyaraj Ayya. Both of them have helped me in learning the shastras, religion, and spirituality. But there is another guru, one I am not supposed to reveal.
I first met him in 2013, during my Sun dasha. With my Sun in Sagittarius, it’s easy to understand how this meeting was destined. Speaking of the Sun, my father is also a guru in his own right, a true karmayogi. But this secret guru, he’s different. He appeared for the first time in 2013, blessed me, helped me see the reality and set my life in motion. I met him again in 2018, that’s when he taught me the power of vrat. The third meeting? It’s long overdue.
I had hoped 2022 would be the year, with Jupiter transiting Pisces it seemed like the perfect alignment. But it wasn’t. Though I did sense his ethereal presence that year, I’m still unsure if it was truly him or just my imagination. Every time we met, it stirred something deep inside me. He helped me forgive, let go, and grow spiritually. He blessed me with so much. Looking back, I wouldn’t be who I am today without his influence.
Now, with Jupiter retrograde in Taurus (a time of realigning ambitions and motivation) I can’t help but hope that our third meeting finally happens. I may not want or ask anything from him but just his presence. It’s been long enough.